Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I would love my dorm to look this like, but anyways...the past few days have been a bunch of emotions that ranged from sadness to happiness to range to panic to stress to fear to frustration. I can honestly say that this experience is something I'll never get back. I'm not 100% happy yet, I still got lots of stuff to figure out but for now I'm pretty content.

Man, these past few days have been pretty interesting. I'm glad I've got company with  some pretty awesome girls though<3

Love,
From Davidson D

I literally just had a meltdown this morning trying to find out how to get 17 credits in my first semester. Then I reread the thing and noticed that it was 24 credits for the whole year, thus 12 credits for one semester. I'M SO STUPID.

But I actually think I know what I wanna do now.

I'm not so bitter anymore. Shit always creeps on you when you least expect it. Funny thing is I even told myself that I wouldn't expect anything, and when I didn't... it happened. I wish that happened all the time though.

Moving on, everyone's leaving this week/next week for college :( Starting from tomorrow to Friday I have friends leaving for their dorms and then they start classes on Monday. Majorly dislike this. I'm also (most likely) leaving this Saturday for a cruise (still debatable) until the end of next Thursday. After that I leave for my dorm the 29th, start orientation on the 30th and my first day of classes start the 1st of September.

College seems like a surreal place. Something I've always dreamt about, something I've worked four years to get at, but now that I'm here... I'm indifferent. I mean it's waaaay better than my feelings in June. In June I was really not into moving into college mainly because for the first I felt HAPPY (no not content) about where and who I was. Then my joy ride ended, and then I found out where I was living, met my roommate and then I became excited to move on with my life. Now that I see everyone leaving with their life basically packed into boxes, I can't help but feel like it's an out-of-body experience. I don't feel AS sad yet though because I haven't really left yet. I guess I'm just worried I'll end up being miserable which is a deep fear of mine at this point.

Ah crap, I was gonna talk about DBSK in this entry too cos I had lots to say but I'm actually pretty tired today. I guess I should sleep early today anyway since I gotta get up for NYC tomorrow. Mmm. Bye blogdrive ;]

Okay, so at this point I just feel sorry for myself. I promised I would never, but it has come to this point.

I really want to see this movie now! Ugh, but I'm going to be watching it with a friend of mine that is a girl... is that weird!? People are saying its a "date" movie. Gah... maybe we should just watch Ponyo instead, haah.

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."