... to like someone without even knowing them yet, or not really know what he looks like. Sighz.

You know that badass chick who doesn't give a shit, when in reality she cares about it more than any other person. That girl who gives you the middle finger, when in reality all she wants is someone to hug and hold onto.

I know someone like that. We were tight as hell. Now we don't know each other at all. I miss her. I want her to know that despite everything, I still got her back.

I guess it's cos she shared a part of her pain. She gave me a piece of her that not a lot of people get to have. She cried. She laughed. She would come over my house.. just to tell me about her hurt. I don't like to see her like that.

I miss when she would see me in the hallways during school and would jump on me to give me a hug. I miss her optimism.

I miss her humor.

I miss how she used to be.

I miss our friendship.

It's okay.. because life goes on.

I only WISH you happinesssss.

"I do not know anyone who has got to the top without hard work. That is the recipe. It will not always get you to the top, but should get you pretty near."

I have to say... some makeup artists on youtube should really just stick to makeup. Not to be crude (okay well maybe I am..), but honestly when people start throwing the words detail, texture, and fabric with stores like Charlotte Russe and Forever21... kinda makes me want to gag... BLEH.

Everyone's so stressed out and honestly I'm tired and nauseous (due to the constant eating, I don't eat this much nor this early at home) but I'm not .. that stressed out. Or maybe I'm trying not to stress out because I know if I do I'll have a serious meltdown and in the long run I know that I DON'T want to have a meltdown HERE. At home fine, but not here.

Stolen from: triciawillgoplaces.tumblr.com
Please pray for those in the Philippines after the typhoon.

..at hiding my true feelings.