You know that badass chick who doesn't give a shit, when in reality she cares about it more than any other person. That girl who gives you the middle finger, when in reality all she wants is someone to hug and hold onto.

I know someone like that. We were tight as hell. Now we don't know each other at all. I miss her. I want her to know that despite everything, I still got her back.

I guess it's cos she shared a part of her pain. She gave me a piece of her that not a lot of people get to have. She cried. She laughed. She would come over my house.. just to tell me about her hurt. I don't like to see her like that.

I miss when she would see me in the hallways during school and would jump on me to give me a hug. I miss her optimism.

I miss her humor.

I miss how she used to be.

I miss our friendship.

It's okay.. because life goes on.

I only WISH you happinesssss.